Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Spilling my guts

2 days before Christmas. 5 days before Ari's Birthday.
9 days before 2011.

I'm spilling my guts. I tend to do these on a whim. Or is it on a limb? Or is it when I have too much goin on in my big head. Tomato/banana.

Any who, I'm struggling with the giving I want and long to do but don't do it.

The time I put into things that simply don't matter.

The rush I put into my days, when it's not necessary.

Life is far too short. People are far too fragile and my days are far too important to worry...about the rush. The work. The mess.

So I'm concentrating on the value. On being valuable for valid reasons. For knowing when to stand my ground and let those around me waver on theirs. To do more. I know I can do more.
  
 pic from weheartit

7 comments:

Meg said...

Go easy on yourself...we all do it. It's part of being a mom...and a wife...and a girl. In my next life, I wanna be a husband. They don't have to do anything...but Xmas lights and take out the trash. Bah Humbug:).

Tanya (a Taste of T) said...

Oh my Meghan. You ARE valuable. You're incredible. There's no one like you and this world is so blessed because you're in it. Listen to you heart, let go of the fear and just love. The rest will fall into place. I miss you!

Meghan said...

Thanks ladies. Don't you love when I spill my guts. xoxoxo

Anonymous said...

Meghan, I read your blog everyday!! You are so sweet and cute. Haven't talked in awhile but your family is beautiful. Have a wonderful Christmas and enjoy your family

Bonny Hayward

Jocelyn said...

my thoughts are like meg's.. go easy on yourself

Yvonne said...

Funny, I should read this today. I feel your frustration with self and desire to relish in the moment. Today, I just grabbed a piece of scratch paper and scribbled what I was grateful. Honestly, it slowed my roll and made me toss my to-do list for the day.

Wishing you clarity and a very Merry Christmas.

Meghan said...

BONNY HAYWARD! You need a blog. I miss you. Merry Merry Christmas friend.

Thanks Yvonne! That is a great idea.
xoxo

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