2 days before Christmas. 5 days before Ari's Birthday.
9 days before 2011.
I'm spilling my guts. I tend to do these on a whim. Or is it on a limb? Or is it when I have too much goin on in my big head. Tomato/banana.
Any who, I'm struggling with the giving I want and long to do but don't do it.
The time I put into things that simply don't matter.
The rush I put into my days, when it's not necessary.
Life is far too short. People are far too fragile and my days are far too important to worry...about the rush. The work. The mess.
So I'm concentrating on the value. On being valuable for valid reasons. For knowing when to stand my ground and let those around me waver on theirs. To do more. I know I can do more.